gimme.a.smile

2008-01-10T00:28:00.000-08:00

Hey Hey, to all my sweet frens who used to visit my blog, wahahah great news!!! i've finally recovered my username and password! lol!!!

Anws half a year has passed, and A LEVELS HAVE GONE(my most traumatising education years spent in AJC).. wahaha but i felt realli lost after A-levels.. to think i even missed studying at Fajar macs.. it felt realli good.. walking home alone or with my sister from Fajar to my hse at 11 pm everyday.. at least i had a goal..NOT LIKE NOW

I hate working.. Initially i thought it was slack and everything so it felt great. But when things start piling up, it isnt the same anymore.. i rather chiong dramas at home and go for runs in the morn or evening/ now i feel like an immobile fat blob..boo:/ shall go laohua's hse and ZAP!

Fatty is unemployed(as what she announced in her msn nick), guess how long she worked before quitting, yea u're rite, ONE DAY!lol so laopu..

Today is JOHN SOON HAO HAN's birthday! the first member in our clique to turn 19! Happy birthday handsome john!:) This month there are alot of birthday babies (if u happen to know them, do wish them:)
JianFen 8th Jan
John Soon 10th Jan
Yirene Tan 16th Jan
He Jialing 30th Jan
Kew Pei Pei 30th Jan
(half of hapsion's bday is in Jan!)

Anw, my colleague Sharon has given birth to a pretty baby called Kate! Her eyes are sooo big and pretty!! super cute hahaha Congratulations sharon!

oh ya check this out its healthy and nice!
ugly-cupcakes.blogspot.com
for all occasions!!

2007-05-26T08:46:00.000-07:00

2007-05-26T08:41:00.000-07:00

Since I have decided to stop procrastinating in everything I do, I shall blog today… abt a list of events dat happened in chronological order..

HCI Dancenite 2007
I finally gt to meet up with prissy after like a yr? u have no idea how much I missed her! And I’m sure she misses me too=)) I must say their contemporary SYF dance is really massive and definitely enjoyable.. their props are really creative, dey made use of ladders and platforms, briefcases and umbrellas, and dey have guys!!( pls dun get the wrong idea, I’m nt interested in the guys just trying to emphasize the no. of pple in the dance).. I kinda like their Chinese dance too! Too bad the music cropped up in one of them.. oh ya gaby is such a great dancer!in the hip hop genre la.. pris is more of contemp..=)

College Day 2007

It’s my last official dancing as an AJ dancer becoz I’m not going Genting with the rest of the dancers.. so sry abt dat ya.. But I’ll make sure Chunmeng learns up my role in time and till now I must say she is almost perfect! One of the most hardworking junior I’ve seen it definitely made my job much easier=)

The response of the performance was definitely woth commending.. Mr Andy Quek felt that our dance is very sleek and clean.. I like the way he put it across.. its just the perfect description.. and many teachers felt our bond during the dance..we are not dancing individually in our own distinctive styles.. we accommodate each other and eventually found a conformity dat suits all of us as well as the dance.. Someone even asked for the music coz he and his fren found it dam inspiring.. lol gt the “rising” feeling.. not bad eh dey felt it..=) comments from the guest of honours were great too.. we were distinctive from the many dance performances he had watched and he even wish to invite us to perform in other events!=DD I’m not trying to be some proud peacock here ok.. I’m just glad dat our efforts paid off.. I must say its really worth it..

Kk now I shall be random liao.. I’m forced to do up a timetable to be photocopied to all my subject tutors.. coz I’m in the PRESTIGIOUS APTS program.. (the program for the cannot make it students) and yippy also gave my heart to heart talk.. he told me if I pass my gp and dun do well in my A’s.. I cant retake my exams and I also cant get into uni.. my onli choice will be to get into a poly! Actually I dun mind poly but wad abt my 2 yrs!! I’ll be like so senior!!
So NO WAY AM I GONNA LET THIS HAPPEN! Someone get me out of this “failing tornado”>.<

I knoe I’m being dam boring here.. wait lemme finish my doubts of the week:

this middle aged lady walked abt 3 metres in front of me.. and walked past this white cat lyin on an abandoned sofa outside the lift.. the cat was awake but it didn’t react..usually I’d rather detour than endanger my life near a cat.. but I was rushing to sch and apparently the cat didn’t care abt the lady in front.. so I acted brave and walked past briefly.. but the moment I walked past, it jumped and snarled behind my back!! Can u imagine? I screamed the flat down and ran towards the lady and hid behind her.. she den held my hand and comforted me its ok its ok.. lol dam drama rite.. but the doubt is tis always happens to me!! When I’m with my sis cats chase me and not my sis.. my sis stood there and laugh when I scream help running for my life..
Does cats have the ability to detect who fears it? Or am I a mouse or fish in my previous life? Dat the cat cant wait to pounce on me and scratch my flesh!

2. some yalam fat lady was sitting beside me in the mrt.. sleeping and OSCILLATING.. bloody irritating can.. kp trying to find cushion near my shoulders so dat she can stop oscillating.. obviously I wldnt let her have the chance so I siam.. everytime she comes near I siam.. but she wont fall totally leh.. -.- as in like sprawl all the way to the seat beside her..her head will rebound la.. yet she doesn’t wake up..
why?

why is yawning contagious? Can someone enlighten me? Those pro say its becoz dey took in part of ur oxygen when dey yawn dats why.. But today when I took a bus.. someone at the busstop yawned when the bus drove by.. and I yawned too!! Dun tell me she stole my oxygen by penetrating thru the glass window.. so why why why??

Feeling disturbed.. anw geqian and jiekou are such beautiful songs.. why didn’t I listen to it long ago

2007-04-30T09:47:00.000-07:00

iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
i love botak guys
[hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:
ya dats a name
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
hahahaha
[hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:
eh me too
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
dont u find them cute
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
really
[hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:
ya
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
OMG
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
FINALLY
[hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:
preciselyy
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
my friends kept laughing at me k
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
say i bad taste
[hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:
eh i seriously ve fetish for botak guys la
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
^5
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
hahahaha
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
i'm so happy
[hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:
everne thinks i'm mad
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
ya lah
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
they dun understand us
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
nvm
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
hahahaha
[hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:
i think very hot and manly
[hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:
drools
[hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:
LOL
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
ya lah
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
so cute loh

2007-04-30T08:11:00.001-07:00

Haha my blogging frequency quite high recently!!!!!

Yes we did it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! COUGAR CHEERLEADING 2nd!!!!!!!!!!!! Better than wad I ever desired and ever wished for… coz we were last the last yr.. and its dam pressurizing for me coz we have to do well this year!! I’m really glad that we pulled it off really well.. the last performance we did was indeed touching.. although I screw up a lil lol.. I can see all of ur efforts.. I’m really apologetic for screaming at all of u the whole afternoon today.. I knoe I was dam dam nasty and discouraging, I’m quite angry with myself for doing dat.. but come to think of it, if I hadn’t done dat, wld u all have given ur best shots, not for me but for urselves.. I dun want any of u to regret after the performance and tell urself “I cld have done better”.. but even if anything goes wrong during the performance, as long as we enjoy the process, we are the best..=))

Although our practices are not frequent, we enjoyed every single practice. Come to think of it, its quite exciting.. its until the day b4 the real competition when the steps are final.. coz I, the ever fussy captain kps changing the steps.. sry abt it ya.. I knoe its dam confusing.. okok I cant wait for the video to be uploaded on youtube!!! Dam excited!!

To all who encouraged us and supported us in one way or another, thnk u all so much.. esp my darling hapsion and the laos, and the classmates in 02/06, teachers etc..

This is an experience I’ll nv forget.. and I’m glad I have successors for the squad alr, weicheng and siokxin!!!=D

And ya, congrats to cheetah hse and jaguar!! My superb pretty weivien!!
Puma and panther, u guys were wonderful too

Kk I shall go bathe now.. I’m like dam sticky eewwww

Nites my world!

2007-04-30T07:49:00.000-07:00

2007-04-30T07:44:00.000-07:00

2007-04-27T08:22:00.000-07:00

The time is now 1220. the time I usually wld have started snoring.. but here I am blogging when I’m supposed to do my econs essay!!!

BUT BUT BUT I have to proudly announce!!! AJC CONTEMPORARY DANCE GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!!!!!!! Argh!!!!!! When jieling told me that in a phone call, I slammed down the phone and hung up on her during math lecture.. I was stunned and thought I heard wrongly.. so I called her again! OMG!! Confirmed!!
I wasn’t really happy at the results or wad.. I felt a sense of achievements and I felt a strong sense of satisfaction.. every bit of tears and blood was worth the while.. the bruises.. the blood left behind on the dance floor.. the tears of disappointment when nth seemed to go right during practices.. the pats on our shoulders.. and the words from my ever dearest dance mates” penguin ni3 xing2 de!” dey are nv absent when I needed them… we encouraged each other b4 the dance, during the dance pracs when I really felt like dying of exhaustion, when I held onto siping when I almost lose my balance.. and “weivien help me” when I felt I was abt to collapse.. we helped one another, went thru the thickest and thinnest.. encouraging one another.. we came back during good Friday, e learning days, September holidays, December holidays, sacrificed family day, Saturdays.. trained for 5 days a week, 4 days a week.. ms in once said “wo3 ma4 ni3, ni3 jie1 shou4, zhe4 shi4 yi4 zhong3 xun4 lian4. wo3 ma4 ni3, ni3 bu4 jie1 shou4, zhe4 shi4 yi4 zhong3 mo2 lian4. MS in is one of the most wei da teacher and respected teacher dat I absolutely fear and respect.. She inculcated strong and resilient values into us.. made us do things dat we thought we cld nv ever do.. I thank u ms in for telling us dat “we cant make it, we will onli get silver the most.. etc.. I knoe deep inside u dun want us to feel complacent.. and u want us to learn to get over setbacks.. all the discouraging words dat seemed so hurting were meant for us to climb over them and conquer them.. we did it.. unbelievably.. u said dat we will nv forget the process and will nv regret it.. I cldnt agree more.. I’ll nv forget this.. till now the whole scene nv left me.. the steps are still going on in my mind.. I cant stop crying.. my besties in 02/06 and my beloved dancemates surely have seen how much tears I have shed for this dance.. tears of disappointment at myself, stress, and how the seniors and teachers are always dere to support us.. AJ dance.. u’ve made me grow so much..

Dance is my passion.. my dancemates are for life.. I’ll treasure every single one of them

And RENXIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! U deserve the most credit, u’ve been sacrificing so much for us silently.. yet u dun breathe a word.. without u, we wldnt have gone this far,seriously.. ms yong choreographed a fantastic dance.. but we were total mess when she left.. nt even sure of our steps at all.. u came and diao1 us from the finest second.. each and everyone of us.. it was great effort.. thank u for standing by us till the very end.. we love u..

Rouci and Florence, we love u too.. u have helped us a lot a lot too.. thanks Florence for coming up with such a nice hairstyle symbolic of “I&me” our dance theme.. yuemin for buying all our cosmetics and staying with us thru the whole syf…

2007-04-18T08:12:00.000-07:00

Isit I’m not strong enough or this is too much to take?

SYF is stressing me like mad and I totally wish I can devote my attention to it.. just when I wanna commit myself into the dance, cheerleading have to occur and the competitiveness is crazy.. we are the house dat has the fewest practices and I’m sure we are the onli house dat haven’t choreograph finish the whole thing!! The thing is I no longer have the enthusiasm or the heart to be in this.. everyday I’ll be asking PORK or laohua,”can I quit this thing? I relli really need a break.. dance is exhausting enuf.. I dun need those lousy competitive rumours to come and attack me.. and btw youtube is open to all.. and I have no intentions of copying any steps from you.. like why wld I wanna penalize myself for dat? Costumes wise, the tailor made it dat way, she didn’t do according to wad I had planned coz she cldnt do wad I wanted.. so when she showed me wad she has alr done, I just have to accept it.. if u guys are so uncomfortable with it please be forthcoming la.. dun be hypocritical..

I cant do this alone, from the costumes to the music to logistics, even guys costumes I have to buy for u all.. the poms also haven’t settled.. I have nv felt like giving up so badly in my entire life. Now den I realize if ur heart is nt into something u’ll nv do it right.. just like I’ve lost total passion for cheerleading.. I knoe tis sounds dam unfair to those remaining cheerleaders.. and I’m dam sorry.. I can see ur effort, blame it dat I’m a lousy and inefficient leader, u guys are great.. it really heartens me to see u guys enjoying when u guys are dancing.. the thing is me I cant take this stress its driving me crazy..

All I want now is to DANCE.. in AJ dance..for my beloved dance mates.. I dun wann get involved in this political cheerleading stuff.. its dam scary.. dam dam scary.. seriously

CAN I QUIT!! SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!

2007-04-07T20:46:00.000-07:00

hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:
the world is too puny
Golden Faith says:
like me
[hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:
omG
Golden Faith says:
[hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:
u are as big as the world
[hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:
HAHAHAHAH
Golden Faith says:
LMAO
Golden Faith says:
ppl always say world small one lor
Golden Faith says:
dun have big one
Golden Faith says:
anyway dat day u tokin abt global warming rite
Golden Faith says:
then next day headlines is abt tt leh
[hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:
which day
[hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:
i say global warming everyday can
Golden Faith says:
dat day damn warm one.. u say u v worried

haha just some casual conver with PORKY..(jazreel tan yan zhen)

2007-03-30T02:16:00.000-07:00

At the break of dawn is my favourite part of the day.. it gives me strength..

These are the pics i took before going to school on saturdays.. nice isnt it? Singapore has nice scenery too.. I think Photographic society needs me=p

2007-03-10T20:57:00.001-08:00

It's them dat keep me going.. i would have died or withdrawn without them..thanks gals=)) and thanks lana for ur sweet stuff super nice

2007-03-10T20:54:00.000-08:00

pretty lays and i.. at rene's!

2007-03-10T20:52:00.000-08:00

Pretty Bliss... i'm proud to have a niece like her=))

2007-03-10T20:46:00.000-08:00

I made this!! havent seen them for like eternity.. gals gals where are u man.. dance is so busy i can hardly breathe!! miss u gals loads loads

2007-03-10T20:43:00.000-08:00

First and foremost, i have to say i love them to bits and pieces!! joycee and porky!! thanks for making my day when i'm done being dere and supporting me in wadever i do! hugs!

2007-02-23T21:29:00.000-08:00

sometimes its better not to overdo things, becoz it becomes dam obvious dat u are doing it for me to see

2007-02-22T05:52:00.000-08:00

2007-02-22T05:33:00.000-08:00

THE UNGLAMS!!!!

2007-02-22T05:24:00.000-08:00

2007-02-22T05:20:00.000-08:00

Diggy, ben, john!=))

2007-02-22T05:17:00.000-08:00

2007-02-18T23:02:00.000-08:00

valentine’s day, it was great, although I am spending single’s valentine’s but I DUN MIND.. in fact I feel as happy..all the girls are so sweet..=)) I wanna thank everyone for wad they have done or bought for me, lynn shan pork and joycee are incredibly sweet=) I’m sweet also ok!! On thurs I delivered the cookies to NJ for my darling frens.. and gave chocs to those whom I’m not veh close with but yet are frens! I didn’t go on wed coz I have dance rehearsal!

Ok fri dance performance was quite a flop.. some pple who were watching me dance saw me forgot steps!! Actually rite I didn’t forget steps.. I just dunno wad’s the right timing.. coz dance have to be uniform wad.. haiz sian.. and rite at the end of the dance we are supposed to standup and bow rite, I was still posing.. coz I cldnt hear weivien’s cue when she said “up” OMG la dam paiseh can.. wa lau.. and I cldnt stand up coz I’m so afraid dat I’ll step on my skirt… so I took ultra long to stand…-.- hahah wadever man

After dat 02/06 celebrated my birthday!!! I’m really touched I must say..coz dey waited quite long for me to change out and remove my horrible makeup.. the cake was tiramisu!! My favourite!! And guess wad, mr yip actually bought us bakwa!!1 and some peanut cookies!!shocking rite.. actually he quite nice wan la just a lil cranky lol

THANK U 02/06 I love u guys oh ya and thanks for the box of famous Amos=)

Went to town with huahua and porky.. ate billy bombers.. PORKY ate seafood platter while joycee ate cheese fries.. I ate potato salad.. the serving dam big.. and their drinks are dam nice! Joyce drank root beer with ice-cream and pork drank oreo crush I think

Den huahua and laopu go pierce ear.. I decided not to pierce anymore coz my 3rd earhole is nv successful.. I tried 5 times alr.. sure infection..=(

People, please go watch a moment to rmb.. after watching the show I still ran to the toilet to cry la.. coz I cldnt stop crying and I dam scared my parents see me cry.. like dam emo.. lol

Ok have a happy new year folks and happy birthday tomyself!

cute QIAN. =/

Slim laopu and laohua

2007-02-09T16:52:00.001-08:00

Yesterday someone messaged me, and he kinda pissed me off.. I mean can YOU just like reflect first.. u are like much older than me la and u used to be my superior.. and wad gives u the right to date me out when we are not even close.. and ur sms is like total turn me off.. first You said “free for a chat?” I was like total turned off alr.. tis sounds like some typical pick up line.. and I alr told u my fone has no batt.. den YOU said “ I’m having a bbq on sat I hope u can come with me” HELLO? Wad makes u think I’m still single ar? Although I am but u can dun so bu zi liang li anot.. so I nicely replied,” I dun think so ba coz I dunno ur frens , why nt u ask jiaying dey all..” so sry gotta sabo u gals.. haha.. den he said “I’m having a gathering with my mates from prison, I’m now a senior officer. And I’m allowed to bring one fren along. You have been turning me down so I hope u wont turn me down tis time=)” tis is the ultimate.. I nv reply liao.. can u just like give up? Its like so dam freaking obvious its like a toad lusting over a young girl.. I cant say I’m a swan coz I’m not.. I wanted to say “I’m sorry I cant make it on sat coz my boyfren will be unhappy..” but I dun have la.. sculli he knoe my frens den he knoe I lying den I dam paiseh.. so dun reply is the best.. but if u dare bug me again for a drink or wad and request to pick me up with ur stupid car, I’ll really bring a guy to show up man..

Rehearsal sucks today man.. haiz aiya.. wadever man.. den during syf practice, tis j1 accidentally tripped me..as in my feet was swept off and I landed on one butt.. its frigging painful I cant even climb stairs now.. its like aching the whole nite.. and dere are no blue black patches.. but hen u press the inside its really dam pain.. my mom ask me go xray tml-.- I den dun want.. dam pissing me off.. the j1 is the one I dislike most somemore

Tis song brings back sad memories.. but I really miss it

2007-02-09T07:29:00.000-08:00

2007-02-06T07:41:00.000-08:00

Ok I shall not be lazy.. here to blog=)) I’m always the last to blog amongst lao pok and lao hua.. haha not my fault.. blogger always got lotsa problems..-.-kk first event first, our BROWNIE CUM COOKIE making session..it was uhm a lil disastrous.. the cookies stuck to the tray like elephant glue.. so we eneded up spending alotalot of time scraping crumbs and stuffing them down our stomachs.. den our brownie.. haha dam cool man it exploded.. and the chocolate ooze out like lava.. it killed the oven.. haha no la.. eh but it taste good k.. dam chocolatey.. just dat might get diabetes.. lol..

Kk cross country..ok it was alrite.. I completed the race without stopping that’s quite an achievement alr..but at the finishing line, I collapse again..-.- like wad happen since RV and AC..but tis time for while onli.. I vomited on the grass patch dam gross..but mrs toh dam nice.. she kp comforting me..haha ok wadever..oh ya on our way home, at the busstop, porky had a funny and interesting encounter with the AJ soccer hottie.. I must say he is dam hot la.. haha pork is going to kill me when she sees this=p …

Went to watch HAPPY BIRTHDAY with pork(lao pok) and joycee(lao hua) ytd.. the plot is typical sad story as in not much of a surprise… but its dam emo…I cried like mad towards the end… but I tried to hide aiya but my voice changed so its quite obvious, but I’m much better than the girl beside la.. she was literally SOBBING..dots haha I was laughing at her till the emo part came and I buay tahan..-.-porky cried too!! Hahahah but it’s a rather sweet show.. just a lil pissed off with the couple in the show.. dam draggy.. ok I made the show sound sucky but actually its very nice=) dots contradicting

Oh ya I’m quite pised off with my GP teacher today.. wadever man.. we did our whole essay den she ask us redo without even looking at it becoz she want some dunno wad WRAP AROUND structure..hello u shldnt ask us do first in the first place wad..

Next wed valentine’s day..-.- lonely valentines spent in dance room with dancers lol

u playing the piano..my wish on my day

2007-02-06T07:22:00.000-08:00

our exploded brownie=x

2007-02-06T07:16:00.000-08:00

2007-01-30T05:23:00.000-08:00

oh no FRI=CROSS COUNTRY!!=(((

and joycee and i are running COMPETITIVE!!!=xdam stress can i dun wanna be the last!!!=((

hahha anw HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PEI AND SOTTIE!!! hapsion 69 rocks=))

went to jjc and celebrated their bday... but someone let the cat out of the bag.. or rather they guessed that we are dere although we hid ourselves.. so nonetheless.. it was great... they received sooo many presents la... esp sottie got her AI XING BROWNIE... dam sweet can!!! heh.. next time he will have to come meet us..the jie3 mei4 hua1 lol

dance is going to be scary... our senior is coming back as our coach.. she dam fierce la... i scared cannot meet up to her expectations.. dots this is the most stressful cca ever.. most hectic too..

just pieced the letter back tgt.. been keeping it in my bag for so long.. did nt realise how sorry its state is now.. its torn and tattered.. but i pieced them back nicely now.. didnt have the courage to read it while taping coz it'll be like cutting onions.. nv fails to make me tear..i'll treasure watever memories u've left behind.. and ya i saw her today

2007-01-23T08:14:00.002-08:00

Did i mention i just love my home... just being at home makes me dam comfortable.. like porky said, its tranquil and nice...

ponned sch today coz i knoe i'm definite;ly late for sch..and i'm going to get CWO.. so i took train from yck to batok polyclinic.. it was still early and walking past the familiar places memories surged.. watching the old pple having fun practising taiji.. its like total stress elimination..the air is fresh, the birds are singing, the pace is slow.. gosh heavenly.. i'm different from the old me.. i've learnt to appreciate my family.. and pple ard me.. i'm no longer the gurl who loves to run away from home trying to find her peace becoz ultimately.. peace is just here.. no point lking everywhere for it.. its in me.. the place that brings me most comfort, home

wld it be ok if i had the courage to face it? wld it just be over and done with?teach me the way to solve this entanglement of mine..silly it may seem but to me, its deep

2007-01-23T07:36:00.000-08:00

Joyce and i
GAme mistresses=))

2007-01-23T07:34:00.000-08:00

LAO NA, LAO POK, LAO HUA

2007-01-23T07:33:00.000-08:00

which is me!!? haha gu7ess!!

tis is wad we did to rene's room!

2007-01-23T07:31:00.000-08:00

Rene's birthday
she trying to use her mouth to remove the candles

2007-01-23T07:28:00.000-08:00

2007-01-23T07:26:00.000-08:00

no point being upset. the truth is out.. just gotta learn to take things in my stride

2007-01-18T04:31:00.000-08:00

just read joyce's blog!! was awfully touched thank u so much gurl for being my pillar of support when i needed it!! I'll be urs when u need it too!! yea we had our SL.. finally!! our games station is the most fun!! u knoe why?coz it involves food!! yay!!and the kids realli enjoyed themselves alot!!after dat i went queensway with my family!! and brought a new pair of shoes.. its a red adidas track shoes.. but its a guy model so i took the smallest size! i realise i have a fetish for male designs! all those i picked and asked to try, the person will tell me its a guy's model but i'll say i dun mind coz dey are realli nicer!! at least in my opinion la!anw happy birthday to yirene tan and daphne!! dey are my lovely frens and dey both happen to have the same birthday!!
yup rene's mom is incredibly cute and sweet!! she can click realli well with us and the steamboat is a great success!!=DD we decorated rene's room with our faces!! and we even made her a personalised uhm wad's dat called.. calender look alike portfolio of pictures we took tgt and her unglam pics!! i'm the designer of the cover page and her mom say dam nice!!YAY of coz la my effort..=))
should i cut my hair!! i am still considering.. coz i scared my hair end up like porky's... i call her "sha3 mei4"( silly sister) coz of her short but cute fringe!! actualli i think she suits that hairstyle.. coz its realli cute with her small face..hahaha.. oh man joyceee shld get well soon!! sch's realli dead with her being sick!! and girl, we are behind u for ur trials!! u can do it! yes u can!! so dun worry and give ur best shot!! i'll treat u to cheesecake or choc cake if u get in to congratulate u!!
Dance is great now.. we have new juniors with us alr!! yay hope dat dey'll be commited to aj.. whether their results are too good to stay in aj.. oh ya sth dam embarrasing happen in dance today.. i kena zao geng can!! wa piang.. i can feel my face flush like a dunno wad la sian.. sumore in front of juniors!! but the juniors are nicer dey didnt laugh.. the j2s cackle like mad la!! mean girls!! but i still love u all=)
oh man i have so many things to update i dunnoo when to start and stop.. but blogging is realli tedious u knoe.. gotta use brain alot..
oh ya someone told me sth shocking recently.. but apparently the person doesnt knoe that i knoe.. so i shall pretend i dunno anything but actually i know like everything.. i thought i wld be devastated for long.. but well it didnt last!! i'm still a happy gurl the next day! probably coz dere are alot of pple to cheer me up.. and had a nice chat with someone i havent talked to for quite some time.. he is still so crappy..yup wad ever it is i wish DAT PERSON the best of luck for everything.. u'll be happy ya..
oh man i'm going to go cruise tis friday!! with my cousins and her cousins from australia! haha... going to have a feast dere man/... but tis time i'm the onli member in the family going.. so weird man.. i might feel lost.. but its alrite i have my cousins! going to hve loads of fun hopefully..
okay i shall stop my nonsense.. lastly wad shld i do for my bday!! its the 3rd day of chi new year and my frens want me to hold a party!! haha how do i go abt doing it man.. kinda lazy..zzz lol.. but dats a mth later.. so no worries yet..
kk i realli shld end.. cya dudes.. miss me!!

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free service provided by the resort

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2nd uncle and his wife and mommy

2006-12-17T05:00:00.000-08:00

Deborah, wendy and me!

2006-12-17T04:58:00.000-08:00

HEE kayaking so fun la esp when its raining=)

2006-12-17T04:57:00.000-08:00

Unity is wad we are=)

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Sisters

2006-12-17T04:50:00.000-08:00

Love

2006-12-17T04:48:00.000-08:00

Trip to Bintan=D

2006-12-07T19:05:00.000-08:00

me and joyce in the fridge!!! we ate all the food in the fridge dats y we can hide inside=D

2006-12-07T19:02:00.000-08:00

Chye seng the teeko trying to enter the bath tub!!!>.<

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Cute sottie!!

2006-12-03T21:58:00.000-08:00

Gang!!

2006-12-03T21:56:00.000-08:00

Dig loh!!

2006-12-03T21:54:00.000-08:00

me!!!

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rene tan!

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john!

2006-12-02T08:30:00.000-08:00

Daddy's bday!!dad's bday was a success!!!! he realli had a surprise!!! we brought him to fish & co whr the WHOLE CREW "marched in" and den surrounded our table and the coordinator shouted out to the whole diners in fish &co to celebrate my daddy's bday!! so dey sang and chhered!!! the ambience was great and it was a very pleasant surprise... oh ya they(the crew) camee with a purpose!! To present the"cake which his daughters baked" i knoe my dad was like dam surprised.. he tot it was a joke coz it doesnt lk like we can bake dat standard and he nv expected himself to be presented with a cake.. the funny thing is he gotta stand up and hold the sparkles while they cheer and sing!! he feels dam awkward la!!! lol... but it was great... we had a great meal

den after dat my relatives came over to.. ya waste time... play cards with my dad.. he like it i suppose=)) yup and our gift to him is a mug.. on it there are four indiv pics of me, my sis, my mom and himself.. he liked it alot (probably coz he lked gd in it=pp kp asking when and where we gt his pic) lol

yup and he had gd news from work too.. his performance was the best.. gt the highest points=p
yay kp it up dad

today he super nice, bought us new fones... i gt the cybershot fone,k800i and my sis bought w850i which is supposed to be mine but i think the 800i lked nicer=p

but still i realli like my old fone although it has ZERO functions except alot of storage space for pics... if i had to sell my old fone i probably wldnt want a new fone becoz my old fone has alot of memories since sec 3.. hp msges and pictures... i wld like to kp them as long as it can last.. tis is the first time i feel so attached to a fone... usualli i can change quite fast..

2006-11-28T03:27:00.000-08:00

HAHA pictures speak a thousand words..
I've been thru tanning session with my sis
dance workshop conducted in AJ for students in sec 3 or 4( the highest leg in the pic is me!!=) okay the formation in it wasnt tt great but its their efforts!its still nice!!)
a stupid date with prissy but it was nice=) she gave me a surprise and tot i wld love it... guess wad its alcohol!!! and i felt it tasted like antibiotics-.- hehe sry prissy but i still appreciated it alot love u darling!! anw the place we went was venezia in 6th avenue.. nice ambience... and its just opposite a brazilian restaurant tt i went b4.. had special memories dere

"tanning sessions" with joycee and porky lol so funny.. done in the chalet period..a house party i attended.. was not bad.. had an eye opener
outings with hapsion!! the pic i taken was long ago!!!
a stayover and bbq at cheryl's!
overnite kbox!! from 8 at nite till 6 in the morning but i slept from 2-6-.- waste money
DANCE!!! i love the new dance we have its like sooo fun!! and dam cool!!!

oh ya and guess wad?! i'm excused from PE all the way until syf ends!!!dats wad my teacher says.. hmm nt realli a gd idea coz i'll blow up like a balloon... as in grow like fat.. and i love pe=( okay tis is to protect dancer's legs.. precious... i kinda understand why teachers have to do tis coz i have been irresponsible myself b4... i sprained my ankle quite seriously few weeks b4 SYF closing ceremony last yr and it wld be veh rush to find replacement.. so u c accidents do happen and can u imagine wad will happen if its fracture.. yup so my kiasu teacher want to play safe.. haha

oops i suddenly rmb prissy hates pple who says "haha or lol">.<
gd luck to prissy and lynn for SAT!

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ME nd my sister!!!! 2 miss leongs!!

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my lovelies...
5 yrs and counting

HAPSION69

2006-11-26T07:15:00.000-08:00

2006-11-15T07:43:00.000-08:00

Finally found a picture of our cheerleading squad!! I'm going to miss all of u the J2s!!
Sonia hope i can take over u well.. wish me luck=)

2006-11-13T07:20:00.000-08:00

but hey i love tis song... so nice=) it's called who will i run to... recommended by mr foo...
anw YAY PW IS FINALLY OVER!!!!!

but it means time to get prepared for challenges up ahead... today after pw gotta stay behind for our.. hmm no longer SL... its just 02/06 collaborating with 09/06 to organise track and field... miss tay keep calling me zuobo wan... den after the meeting she came to ask wad my responsibilities... i ended up choosing being in track events... as in overlooking the shotput, discus and jumps... yup... its once off...=D "miss tay not dat i try to siam heavy responsibilities... its i let my peers choose wad dey want... dey happened nt to choose tis so i fill up the slot=p"

PW was quite alrite intially... but dunno whether its my speech too long... my mind begin to drift... losing concentration... den i start to dunno wad i talking abt...den i stammer... at the back... piang.. haha... n the Q&A was a total lie la... it was abt current developments.. done by JY!!! as in in the WR... n i oso lazy t go find... ytd wnted to go research abt it wan but didnt knoe the examiner chose such a specific detail and ask me elaborate... she as k me elaborate on MOE"S new science research programme... hello? i onli knoe dey get to work tgt with engineers and scientists... which are alr mentioned!!! omg... so screwed... tis kinda thing gt no examples or thing to elaborate wan lor... i nt even sure who r eligible... but i just bluff my way thru... say its for h3... meaning must have B grade and above that kinda rubbish... i hope she oso gong gong wan... if nt i sure die... becoz all these r just wadd i imagined it to be!!! crapping is my forte! at least i nv stunn dere la... i was just thinking in my hear "wad a lousy question...zzz porky's Q&A was great la... can elaborate like siao... mine is so substandard...

2006-11-08T05:38:00.000-08:00

WORKING WITH KIDS
I cant say the experience is horrendus... but after waling ard the same few places in the airport, it no longer appeals as much to me as b4... i used to love airport like crazy la... i'lll be super excited... although 99% i'm nt the person flying... n i'll be super jealous of those who gets to fly... omg n the air stewardesses are so freaking pretty n class.... hot i must say... their bbutts all super nice... lol i'm nt pervetic but it just seem so qiao dat everyone of them has nice butts... lol

okay i lost my voice finally ... when i took the primary ones... i realli waved the white flag.. my second trail was with primary one kids from bukit panjang primary school... my neighbourhood's sch... but still my class gt this weird gurl who cant stop dragging the class down... she loves to loiter off like a lost sheep... forever... n when i try to hold her she wanna shake me off n loiter abt... the other kids r like dying to stand rite in front of me almost hugging my legs... n dey'll say silly things like "teacher she is not leader she cannot stand in front of me!" and "teacher she take my eraser", "teacher i wanna go toilet! wash hands or wadsoever... just totally troublessome n i have to do a headcount... bring them dere... wait fo them, do headcount again n guide them back,... n dey tend to run!!! omg... i'll look so disorganised la... indeed... tis task is no easy job i must say... i lost my voice so bad dat the kids kp telling me" teacher ur voice..." den one out of 3 parent volunteer volunteered to help me... n the kids like quite obedient to her leh... wah piangz she onli say once den dey listen liao... i oso veh nice lor.. thru out my 2 trails i veh nice to my kids wan la.... the most i onli lk like i wanna cry... coz its veh xinku... now i knoe y teachers cannot stand teaching... esp in primary schs... dey realli must c the angelic side of kids totally... so much dat dey can forgo their mischief n imaturity...
fortunately my partner, yi hao, he is veh nice... can c my anguish so the last part he stood beside n help my class as well.... his class super love him la... he doesnt treat them like kids wan... he trust them to do stuffs oso... lol... gd la...
i feel dam usless i'm the onli one whose voice so jialat... my op sur die!!
n tml i gt one changi n one camp... we play games with the adorable kids... we r the facilitators... so cool la sth like OGL... but sure veh tiring... haiz

Nanyang primary quite good... their feedbacks all strongly agree... so i did a gd job... but the primary sch realli like sai... hahaha... but heck man...

i shall be strong... i'm strong... n i'll b happy... rite... yes... as happy as can be...
i want to be... hopefully i can b

2006-11-05T04:12:00.000-08:00

i feel weird... i feel lonely... and it sucks...

moody/// dots...

haha but i'm glad i have frens to accompany me all the time... but still... its empty

2006-11-03T07:27:00.000-08:00

TODAY 3/11/06

Today was rather alrite, my frens came over int he afternoon... before dat i went for a run... felt great coz dere was sun... i even sat on the grass under the sun to stare into space... feels good... i need some quiet moments for myself sometimes.. after dat dey started coming... my mom is a good host... made them feel hospitable... even cooked their dinner... bought them lots of food n drinks.. thanks mommy.. bet u wont come read my blog oso lol.. yup had kindof movie marathon...

final destination 2
mommy returns
shrek
chicken run

guess wad? shrek totally rock my socks... i love it... just totally cute n fantasy... esp the donkey n the dragon... lol although i watched it b4, but i dun rmb anything.. haha

yup my frens r super funny... dey kp eating den after dat feel guilty... so dey kp taking turns to mount on the exercising bike... n when i lie on the sofa n watch tv... my mom say i shld have my turn on it,.. fine n so i did...

tml is a bz day... gotta go for dance make-up workshop... haha i dunno whether to sy boliao or interesting... but nvm no need dance lol
tml my pw mates coming after dance...
after dat i'll be attending a remarriage session...

my dad's auntie wanna hold a ceremony again after their many many yrs of marriage with her husband... so sweet can... i love couples being sweet... it makes me happy=D somemore she so old liao...

haha next time if i get married i oso want such a =p oh ya i forgot to mention... dat time at marina, me rene n sot sat at long john... we kinda discussed how we want our future husband to propose to us... so dey force to rmb their ideal style so dat next time i can hint their bf!! wah piangz... so i better write here

rene wants a glamorous wan.. shucks i suddenly cannot rmb wad style... but i rmb its sth special... min mus kneel down must have big big bouquet... u extend ur hands to furthest n form a circle in front of u... dats how big... yup n a decent diamond ring... n i reali forgot wads the special style...
nvm for sottie, she wants those laser light beam in musical fountain, WILL YOU MARRY ME? lol... yup she think veh sweet... as for me i dunno... i cant think of any... maybe a simple one will do ba.. dun think even gt pple wanna do it lol... but i'd like a wedding on the sea hahaha but highly impossible la super ex...

lol i'm an ultimate crapper...
and i feel weird
not right
i'm crazy
blah tata dats all folks take care

2006-11-03T07:09:00.000-08:00

I realised i'm realli lazy to write...super lazy...
well i dun feel like backtracking to past events... so i just say wad i can rmb...

uhm finished watching "my gurl" korean drama... well didnt exactly finish everything but at least now whats happening.. it was great n realli sweet... the gurl is realli cute... she eats lot n does crazy things... but she is wonderful... nice charcter n stuffs.. the male character is of coz charming la... happy dat its happy ending=))

oh ya found a new job... temp job... we'll be taking kids, to places like airports n zoo!! omg realli excited abt zoo... but t the same time, dread tis coz kids nowadays r super naughty n act mature... nt like me in the past, young n innocent... hhaha just kidding... sian still must go for briefing at bukit merah..=x but nvm will be working with other facils who oso suffer same agony so i shall tolerate n be fierce if i have to.. after all i was ONCE a great prefect=p hehe

after dat "interview" which my frens n i all got the job, we went marina... n in carl's junior, we saw tis familiar guy (dunno whether holding hands) with another gurl dat was not his supposed gf... so we were shocked... the guy looked at us too... but he didnt step in... dey kinda stood behind the pillar... but wad an ass... dunno la... we tot he n his gf were veh steady... but sadly things happen... i cannot emphasize how much i hate couples breaking... although its not of my business but i'll still feel veh sad... call me emo or wad i dun realli care... all i knoe is breakup is a painful process for any or both parties... unless both no longer feel anything la... haha NAQ alr...

haha went to sch for op ytd... was first grp... i was the 1st presenter of the day... after our grp's presentation, me n the other grp members nv went back to the class after our supposed toilet break... lol quite mean n unfair to other grp i feel but haiz realli nt in the mood... so we went lib play com lol... when the whole thing end.. our poor leader called us n told us we can go back
wahaha

2006-10-30T03:37:00.000-08:00

Love=D

Fish &co

2006-10-30T03:29:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday pork pork!! oh my u look so feminine with ur hair down!!=x wahahaha

Happy halloween Joycee=D

2006-10-30T03:24:00.000-08:00

Before i wanna go work

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2006-10-22T09:40:00.000-07:00

TODAY IS EMBARRASSING DAY...

shall not tlk abt wad i did to make everyone in the office cackle with laughter... i feel seriously unbelievably foolish... and that chengfeng has to pia home n blog abt it... its sort of his advertisement to liven up the spirits of his blog... thanx man... i'm always a joke...

n dat stupid "colleagues" ( act mature) of mine keeps saying I'm dumb n freaking noob...n laugh to themselves... ya i agree tis is so funny... even i dun believe dat i can create such a j0ke outta myself...

oh ya nvm... i wore my new shirt today... n in a hurry i forgot to cut the tag behind...
Great... all the way from panjang to bugis den to tanjong pagar... with a big tag hanging behind... not veh paiseh sia...

and coz i'm wearing a green tank which wrote Brazil.. my boss, tha angmoh... keeps calling me Brazil... fine..from now on call me brazil.. cool name.. aiya today is not my day!!

2006-10-21T07:27:00.000-07:00

okay i havent blogged for quite a few days... well i guess its true that some pple say dat "initially u'll get veh high abt blogging.. after awhile will siandiao alr"... hmm i think dats pretty true... but dat might be coz i'm tired.. n i'm goin to prove them wrong...notice my blog song keeps changing? yea dats wad keeps my blog goin lol... dun laugh! its true...

WORK
work was great... but it can get quite tiring... well wad we do its juz listen to an interview between the company and probably the boss of another company..the transcripts we got it but were not properly filled in.. so we gotta edit quite a bit by listening and going thru it... one interview lasts about 40 min to an hour...yup so it can take quite long... bbut time passes realli quickly while doin one... and wat i like abt the company is dat the hours are super flexible... u come and go as u please... not that they dun practise discipline, its just that dey dun believe in hierachy... so we work tgt rather harmoniously n we call our superiors by name.. oh ya my boss is an australian.. nice and frenly guy... all in all i love my job..

DANCE
we were supposed to have dance on friday but quite alot of us not in the mood... especially me! i suggested to call it off...coz of my lousy results and fear of retaining... so ended up we did the miscilaneous... lucky i missed the exco meeting... i realli wanna thank my econs lecture so i dun have to go for that exco meeting with ms in...she c me can complain abt me from head to toe...hair, ear, skirt, late, studies,attendance in dance... hahaha... think got more... but i always try to drift away... n she gotta keep pulling me back... and say she wont eat me up... of coz la like how can she eat me man..=x ya and she kp emphasizing on discipline as a dancer esp an exco member.. hello i knoe la! 4 yrs in rv has realli tot me to knoe how much discipline a dancer shld have... but i can be disciplined within wad... anw juz wanna emphasize dat i love all my dance mates! each and everyone of them... oh ya next yr is a killer... dance thrice a week... including sat.. great.. after common test it's DAILY... and after SYF we might hold a sch concert or go for overseas competition... seriously... i wld rather do tis than Alevels... but i dun have a choice i have my A's! i mean next yr is so crucial nd my results and foundation now is like total crap... how am i goin to survive la...
sad i'm having thoughts abt quitting dance... get it off me.. cmon psycho me

RESULTS
As all of u knoe... my results like shit... c alr feel like tearing up the paper...but fortunately... i managed to be ADVANCED...Not PROMoTED i must realli emphasize... dats y i'm also not sure whether i shld realli be promoted... i mean my foundations are realli weak...i'm goin to suffer in J2 totally... and wad upsets me most is i'm goin to miss my dear fren... but its alrite... like i said we'll still be extremely close... since the sch isnt dat small rite...make use of tis time given to u to build up ur foundation... u'll do well=)...

SHOPPING

bought a guess wallet today quite ex... dunno whether i'll regret... feel like buying bag which i think i quite cfm will buy... both are white... the Guess wallet is a long wallet again... i'm onli into long wallets i dunno y... think it looks elegant... haha... and i realli love white...oh ya i probably am changing fone alr...
but i still dunno wad to buy.. here are my choices..
samsung e900
sony ericson w810i(dun like the exterior..)
lg chocolate

help me make up my mind... but anw i love my old fone... although its getting real cranky and camera starts failing on me... i still feel veh attached to it... may be coz of wad is still stored inside the pics and swt msges from my loved ones.. so no matter wad i wont scrape my old fone... shall keep it with me..

2006-10-20T09:37:00.000-07:00

DEDICATED TO DEAR LANA

Everything's going to be okay
Things are going to get better soon.
And because you are the special person you are
I dont think it's goin to take very long.
I want to give you every bit of encouragement i possibly can.
Believe in yourself because you really are wonderful.
And dont forget that beyond the clouds that sometimes get in your way
the sun is shining just for you,
everything's gonna be okay!

2006-10-18T04:27:00.000-07:00

I FOUND A JOB!!

lol..haha well actualli its jiaying's lobang... so now... gt me, guosi, peishan, JY and CF working tgt...=) hmm but i gt alot of dance practises la.. the pay is not bad... 8 bucks per hour... but i doubt my ability to contribute to the company...>.<>

oh ya we'll be working as researcher... just helpin the company conduct research n also be an auditor... yup.. hopefully dey wont sack me on my first day... lol..

yup dats abt it life sucks totally... its so boring.. n yet depressing=((

oh gosh i shall stop indulging in misery... hope some vcds can cheer me up

2006-10-18T04:09:00.000-07:00

sry i deleted the tag board coz i realised its realli just a nice place for spamming to some pple la... but i realli aappreciate those who tagged n showed their concern for me genuinely... shall create a new tag board soon...if u wanna spam so be it but dun go overboard la... i find it so meaningless... its no longer funny, its freaking irritating coz its all the same chanting over n over again... maybe my mood today isnt so good so my tolerance level dipped naturally sry abt it... but too bad la... tml den c whether i happy or not

2006-10-17T04:41:00.000-07:00

pork lard n her pics.. lol taken in the library... with her eye candy!... haha focus on who's in the 2nd pic

today is just another super duper sian diao day...

got more of my FANTASTIC results...haha my econs totally rocks la U grade...but hope can moderate to s... if not i'll have quite alot of "u"s.. arlana tan yi hui! dun be sad... i knoe its hard... but u knoe wad? i'm with u... alot of pple r... dun give up... if u gotta get kicked out of dance, i will too... ms in is like quite hard on me now... she even approached my tutor.. if i'm forced to quit dance... i'll lose my cca as well as post as treasurer.. the worst thing is i'll miss all of u... the 11 of u!

Haha our cohort created history... nearly 60 percent failed math... tis has nv happened b4 in aj history.. lol i seriously need tuition man... my math is like a total CMI... my class is realli dam qiang... other than me, jiaying n jingkang... i think the rest all pass their h2s... passing was nv their worries... they have a target like a grade or b garde...
n chicken chop was so depressed when she got a c for chem coz she said she failed her personal target... hello i got e! n she oso veh sad coz she got B's for physics n math... she wanted A! but actualli quite close she onli need one more mark for both... haiz so now u c? i shldnt belong in tis super qiang class man... i'm goin to bring their MSG down la!!=((

2006-10-17T04:26:00.000-07:00

2006-10-16T08:35:00.000-07:00

Got back my real amazing results tody... failed both my h2s outstandingly... congrratulate me... haha i burst out cryinbg like mad can... i feel like wad i've studied r juz total crap n i felt like i was goin to welcome 02/07 totally...

ms lim was realli nice... she showed sincere understanding and empathy n she went to check out from all my subject tutors the score of all my subjects.. coz i cried real sadly... yup... according to her (if she didnt make a mistake) i passed my chem got u grade for math n scrape a sub pass for physics.. think i'm the onli one who failed physics n math so badly from our class... all of them gto forty plus can... mine is like 20s? 30s?

haha so cant blame me for cryin since i TOP the class for all subjects... i swear today was the day i cried the most coz of results... i usually dun like to cry coz of this but i realli cant imagine leaving my frens n having to make new frens n missing my 02/06 like crap..

weivien, thnx for ur comforts n hugs... xueqin for ur concern, sonia for listening,xinyi n siping who gave me support, shengzhong who gave me hope with his nv-say-die attitude and of coz my darlings from 02/06(joysay, chicken chop, bobo who showed me her ezlink to make me laugh, chengfeng with his creation of weird logics, jingkang who kept askin chic chop to ask me to cheer up n smile n giving his act cute face to make me laugh... n special thanx for the motivtional talks by the guys in the class who either sat or talked... Shanchun u r a great leader!!! i'll always rmb "rmb when u fall into the bottomest pit, the onli way u can go is up"

yea make sense... aint it? Now u knoe y i cant bear to leave tis wonderful class... ever so supportive n sweet n nv leave anyone behind.. i knoe chicken chop went to help me get marks for my math n at the same time told mrs goh dat she witnessed my efforts n stuffs.. hey pork pork... thank u so much okay... although u r my "love rival" i still love u! joycee as usual... nv left me...kept cheering me up.. bo bo too!!love u gurls okay! thanx prawnie oso okay!:D

i wanna thank everybody!! oh ya! n xk n rene n lynnn dehai... thanks xk for listening to me cry over the fone n offering to buy me chocolate... n thanks rene n lynn n dehai for smsing me to ask if i'm alrite... looking forward to thurs!!!

oh ya i badly wanna watch movies... anyone?

2006-10-15T08:59:00.000-07:00

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damn obvious leh.
[hÅp§!öÑ 69]addicted to cheesecakes says:
haha can be oreo wad
[hÅp§!öÑ 69]addicted to cheesecakes says:
or toh guan
[hÅp§!öÑ 69]addicted to cheesecakes says:
lol
- * `Elusive Quality` hey whatever. says:
gt people name OREO ONE MEH !!
- * `Elusive Quality` hey whatever. says:
might as well say danone.
- * `Elusive Quality` hey whatever. says:
khong guang
[hÅp§!öÑ 69]addicted to cheesecakes says:
ya hor
- * `Elusive Quality` hey whatever. says:
guan*
[hÅp§!öÑ 69]addicted to cheesecakes says:
okay lor danone
[hÅp§!öÑ 69]addicted to cheesecakes says:
oh ya khong guan
[hÅp§!öÑ 69]addicted to cheesecakes says:
hahahaha
[hÅp§!öÑ 69]addicted to cheesecakes says:
toh guan is a road

2006-10-15T08:13:00.000-07:00

Guess some of you might be concerned abt how the open house went... i performed a total of 5 times.. supposedly six but open house ended rather early so the last performance was rather unnecessary.

Alrite there is so much to say.. firstly i wanna talk abt my previous entry that i wrote ytd night but was deleted tis morning coz dat chicken chop spammed my hp with "I HATE U!" and her silly warnings abt deleting the entry coz it kinda affects her and her r/s with HER EYE CANDY(cookie monster coz his name is a brand of the popular chocolate cookie).. but obviously her msges in the middle of the nite didnt affect me, i cldnt wake up DUH... so when i saw her msges it was like 1120 am hahaha...

open hse was a dam tiring thing...coz its always cheerleading den dance or dance den cheerleading.. the whole routine was done in regular intervals and i gotta keep changing... but overall it was fun... i dun regret anything... the response of the dance was pretty good... according to my frens and the dancers's frens=) haha but i seriously missed dancing with snag the exact same dance... of coz the feeling will be different.. but both feelings r nice nonetheless..

oh ya MY ENTIRE FAMILY TURNED UP!!!haha my mom, dad n my sister... oh man so embarasing n my frens find them super nice n supportive!! lol dey all say my mom is ultra pretty... actualli not bad la.. haha my dad just laughed... the unfortunate thing is dey came TOO LATE... n all the programmes have ended... n dey came when its the time for mass dance... my mom is so fascinated by it though... she kp insisting she wanna watch.. maybe its to compensate her loss for not seeing me dance.. i knoe she is very disappointed coz she purposely applied early leave froom work to come n watch.. so my super nice dancemates suggested we perform especially for them!!! yup dey r very sweet indeed... dey packed up the booth n danceroom asap n started the performance... my family n some of my dancemates's frens came over to the danceroom to watch.. it feels weird to dance in front of my family.. i had tis weird look on my face lol... u knoe wad i mean rite..=x the mass dance was great but i onli dance dat buriquitto with my dancemates coz i dunno how to dance.. i pon the aj orientation=x

hahaha after sch i walked out of sch n met sz... so we talked all the way to the mrt.. guess wad his cute dad wanted to come oso but he didnt let him! he said sth veh funny but i dun rmb.. yup after dat i went to bugis to meet my hapsion... so long nv c them alr... the street is like microwave... keep perspiring like mad..

oh ya when we wanna get home, we r SO SUAY CAN... firstly we waited for like half an hour for one pathetic 960.. then the bus came n the whole busstop pple flock to that bus.. our legs r alr breaking esp me! can u imagine i didnt stop dancing n practising since 7am in the morning...more than 12 hours didnt sit lor... okay so most of us voted to wait for the next bus coz we knoe the chances of sitting is almost zero.. so we decided to wait for the next bus thinking it wldnt be longb4 it came..indeed while we were approaching the busstop the next 960came... we screamed n ran towards it!! when we reached it.. it was abt to turn away but it hasnt... coz no space it was red light so all the cars are stationary... so tis stupid driver saw us coz we screamed n waved at te door... he looked n IGNORED.. dun wanna open the door.. cmon the bus is frigging empty... the whole bus was looking at us coz we screamed n waved... we were desperate can!!! its tiring enuf to walk to the previous busstop which is sooo far n we even ran the last lap..the bus is still within the box... y must that blang** driver not press the button after all its onli 5 of us!! oh ya when i went to the door again, he still gave me the "can -stop-being-ridiculous-face"

great be prepared to getbe awarded a demerit point... we rmb ur bus no. n i rmb ur awful look.. n ur COOL gesture to disregard me! hello just becoz i'm a teenage n doesnt pay adult fare doesnt mean u can be lazy ok uncle... unless u have a valid reason otherwise u r so goin to get it coz i'm realli angry... we are!

haha tis entry is so long... gosh not sure if tis is all but i quite lazy to think alr... oh ya did i mention i love aj? tis may sound weird but i realised i developed an affection for it and i knoe i'm goin to miss her alot if i'm forced to retain coz i dun think i wanna retain n waste another yr..2 more days to doomsday... i knoe i'll cry alot when i get everything back.. wish me luck... n get ready ur fones... please be dere for me when i'm down...need u guys

2006-10-13T08:30:00.000-07:00

OMG tml's the BIG DAY la!!!

5 performances to be completed... hope i realli dun flop... haiz but tml is the 14th... pple always sae the 13th is bad luck day... but for my case, its always the 14th!!!!!>.< SAD

LOL i demanded chicken chop to buy me flowers tml... den dat stupid woman said" wa lau u think u r cookie (Am**) meh..."

den i replied "haha no la.. i'm AM**'s gurlfren"

dat chicken chop is so goin to become bbq chicken chop la coz she exploded...too pissed off with me=p hahaha

today's op is quite funny... everyone is so panicky n all carried dat worried look when they entered the room... onli i went in smiling... the COACH( dat botak guy who lectured us) said HI to me n i happily said hi back to him... den he said i'm the onli one who went in the room smiling lol...

my presentation is full of "uhms"

coz i dun have scripts... onli have veh brief cue cards..

n i onli doin intro!! hahaha
nvm i think i'm okay la although my leader expected more..

zzzzz

omg tml open hse...
Dance society jiayou esp jieling n weivien ur ballet performance, n oso cheerleading squad...
all the best we can do it

2006-10-11T08:14:00.000-07:00

I HATE YOU u unfriendly piece of shit

2006-10-10T08:26:00.000-07:00

As usual... dere wont be peace until open house is over....

stressed out by countelss of things... ms in...cheerleading.. the 2 performances...sian=((( i havent gone town ever since promos ended... looking forward to the outing wiif prissy dey all

stay happy ya... glad u r nt goin thru tis

2006-10-08T01:47:00.000-07:00

I'M STRESSED!!!
Chem Spa
Open House proposal
The formation n teaching of the dance
Cheerleading(choreography n memorising)

TO BE DONE TML

2006-10-07T21:21:00.000-07:00

Stop asking is that all i can say to you coz ya dats the onli thing i have to say

2006-10-06T23:16:00.000-07:00

DANCE

Dance was not bad, rther productive... taught them shackles to perform for open house...I can tell that everyone is very hardworking and trying very hard to catch up..dey even wrote down the steps!! Hope i didnt give them too much pressure... this dance is supposed to be fun...=)))

omg i have pimple outbreak there is two extremely prominant pimples that i cannot stand... n ytd i cant slp!! coz i cramp the whole night... den i wait until like six when my mom is abt to get up den i walk to her room to tell her... so she ask me go fridge gulp down 2 bottles of po zhai yun...it kinda worked but i fell aslp on the chair... den not long later my dad came to wake me up for dance alr so overall i slept quite little... sad case!

wads goin on wif hapsion man... i dun like the sian sian attitude dey have its putting me down la... haiz but wadever la...

2006-10-05T07:50:00.000-07:00

05/10/2006

The day i launched my blog, the end of my promos , the mark of an ended fairytale...

as usual i flopped my promos... like wad chicken chop said, i realli goin to welcome Novitas 2007(aj orientatioon theme)=X

lol wadever man... okay after dat horrible promos, 02 went for class lunch at marina and after dat we went bowling..

chyeseng is a pro la... before dat he anyhow seh(throw).. like how? he didnt put his fingers thru the holes of the ball!!! so he got consistent NIL... so we tried to tell him to put his fingers thru the holes... OKAY we r the dumb ones can!!! he was juz playing a fool... i feel so like a noob..

chicken chop n meiying are quite pro... huizhen has a nice pose dat chengfeng admires=p

hehe after dat, me, chicken chop n meiying went to suntec city to shop... oh ya b4 dat, chicken chop n meiying bought me tis pink sotong wand(to hit the back) haha its realli cute... dey boought it behiind my back n gave it to me of coz the ultimate purpose is to cheer me up knowing i'm upset... yup dey r veh sweet... oh ya i oso wanna give credit to chicken chop for buying me hershey's sunday pie.... so nice=)

haha after dat we went toys'rus... so fasciinated by the toys dere...especially the sharks teeth game so exciting!! before we went in i was the one saying they r childish n dat I DUN LIKE TOYS... but when we r in dere, i was the one running ard n getting excited abt everything... obviously the 2 woman sarca me la=x hahaha

went to turn hp accesorries from the coin thing... the egg thing... u knoe? those that kids use to play? wad's that called... i dunno... toy dispenser? nvm... yup got it for joycee n bobo too=))

after dat meiying went carefour n bought 100 grams of ham...67 cents... haha so paiseh...

oh ya we were hungry so we loiter ard the food sampling corner... guess wad we were offered spaghettie!!! so yummy la.. onli chicken chop act UN-auntie lol...

on my way home i waited at the wrong bus stop... the stop where no one boards the bus... coz its the stop before the interchange! fine... i feel so like a retard.. i hate the city area... its too big...

a year ago, 5th of october starts a new chapter of my life... i wanna thank you for everything regardless of the ending... i knoe tis date has a special meaning to u too... knowing ur family has been a blessing as they r one of the nicest pple i've known... will always be here for you no matter wad=)